I know there are a lot of skeptics out there who question the reason to
have a blog at all. And, I know to some people it makes no sense. TMI
all around? But, for me, a blog is really an outlet. I consider myself
to be a very social person. I love people. I love to talk. I love to
tell stories and rattle on about life's little details. And yet, I have an
incredibly solitary job, a husband who works long, long hours, and
family and friends scattered all over the country. Sometimes the lack of
adult interaction during the week is enough to drive me absolutely
crazy! So, instead of allowing myself to be deafened by the silence (or
maddened by the baby babble), I blog. Don't judge.
So, in the last 6 months (and since I last posted on the old blog), we found out that we were having another baby (and thus a horrible 3 months of sickness ensued), bought a house, packed a house, left the city, and moved to the new house in the burbs. I then spent months feverishly unpacking, decorating, and organizing- because, of course, it all has to be done yesterday in my world. The move has been an adjustment and suburbia takes some getting used to, but I was so ready to leave the city that I'm really loving every minute. It's quiet, we have a big yard, there are deer out my window, I can DRIVE any place I want to go, and people don't get shot/mugged/robbed mere blocks from our home. It is true that I am more isolated now, and I miss my city friends, but I love our little house on our quiet street with plenty of closet space. It's official- I'm a suburbanite. No looking back now.
As of today I am 30 weeks and 5 days pregnant. For those of you who are counting (and I am), that's 64 days left. She is due on December 1st, but I'm determined to get her out in November. (December birthdays suck!) I wish I could say I am one of those people who love being pregnant, but I'm not. It's tough. I'm tired and grumpy and fat. And, I kinda feel like life is on hold. Since we just moved to a new area and, as I said- I'm really isolated, I'd love to start volunteering or join something. But, it doesn't make sense to do anything until after the baby is born. So, it's a waiting game. And then of course, when she comes, life is going to be that much busier, so will I even have time/motivation/desire to start something new?
We've decided to name the new little lady Violet, with the middle name yet to be determined. (The middle name- assuming the penis that she was supposed to have- was to be Douglas, but Violet Douglas doesn't really seem to work for a baby of the non-male persuasion.) I really don't know how we came up with Violet. Somehow it was just a name that both Brad and I actually agreed on. For fairly modern folk, we definitely have a flair for the
traditional. If your Grandma could have had the name, we probably
like it... Our little old fashioned ladies- Annie and Violet... It was only after we both agreed on Violet that we found out that my Gram's sister's name had been Violet, which I think is AWESOME because I love family names and, no offense to Gram, but "Dorothy" wasn't a great one to pass on. We also hadn't put two and two together until after the fact, but Brad's maternal grandmother's name was Viola. So, family connections all around. 'Violet' is totally meant to be! Plus, I think it's pretty adorable.
Speaking of adorable: Annie, 15 months

You make it sound like muggings and shootings are strange and out of the ordinary. Weird. I'm going to move in with you soon. Every time I leave I count down the weekends until I can invite myself back! No joke. Such serenity at your house. The same I feel when I'm in Sherman. Love the name Violet, very cute. Excited you have a blog and I love you, Annie, and Brad <3
ReplyDeleteWell hopefully we will be able to move up to Maryland this coming summer. Then you will have 2 more adults and of course 2 more kids around to keep you company :) That is still the plan unless work tells me otherwise.
ReplyDeleteLove the picture of Annie - she is so adorable, even if NO is her new favorite word.
I can't empathize with being pregnant and won't be able to pretend to know how you feel - although I too have a big belly :) - but I can share this.
Tonight I went in and checked on the girls after they fell asleep and I saw them laying there so peacefully and realized that of all the cool, fun, or successful things I have ever accomplished (probably limited on that last one) - they are far and away the best thing that has ever happened to me.
Can they drive me nuts at times - of course! Can the concept of their teenage years terrify me - YES! At the end of the day though, as tough as things can get, it is all worth it 1000 times over!
Hang in there, and remember I don't do much at work either :) - You can always call me!